What to say? Where to go?

Hi my friends, it certainly has been a very long time since I last said hi. Things have been extremely chaotic since last we met. Work and life have taken a huge toll on all my free time for blogging, and honestly it should, right? However, I do promise that I will be back updating this little journal of mine very soon and more regularly.

So where have I been you may ask? I’ve basically been gone this entire summer, and I have to say there have definitely been a lot of changes in my life. I did start weekly therapy sessions to deal with a number of issues, like losing my parents, to trying to become a better husband and a productive worker. I’ve been trying my best lately to be more open and honest with Kim, my wife, but since I lived a double life behind her back for so long, it has not been an easy process for either of us. I am happy to say however, that we are making progress in getting where we need to be in rebuilding the different levels of our marriage. I did hurt a lot of people in the last few months who finally saw the real me, but the most important person that I hurt was definitely Kim. We are going to work this out one day at a time. We are already trying to schedule marriage counseling, we are talking a lot more about our feelings on this lifestyle in general, and we are even having a male disciplinarian come to town next Tuesday in order to settle a lot of what’s been going on lately. Yes, I’m scared to death, especially since I’ll be taking my first punishment spanking with a Tawse, the implement that I fear the most! I think this will be beneficial for the both of us though and will begin a healing process after its all over…in more ways than one!

I have been wrestling over what I’ve been wanting to write for awhile, hence the title name. I do know that I will be moving forward with my life, and with this blog. I’m not giving up this lifestyle that I love and have been living since I became an adult, and honestly I am feeling great that I now have someone to share it all with. I don’t know if Kim will be making an appearance on this blog yet or not, that is up to her, but I do know that we definitely have some interesting adventures ahead of us! Thank you to the people out there who have been enjoying this blog since day one (and thanks for being patient!), and thank you to all those who are just now discovering this blog. Hopefully you will be seeing a lot more posts!

Thanks for stopping in today, for now I’ll leave you all with some delicious pictures to get us all back in the swing of things…pun intended! ;)

Courtesy of RealSpankings Network

Courtesy of RealSpankings Network

Classic Debbie from NuWest!

Classic Debbie from NuWest!

More classic Debbie from NuWest!

More classic Debbie from NuWest!

Beautiful red bottom from Dallas Spanks Hard!

Beautiful red bottom from Dallas Spanks Hard!

Don't know the photo credit, but love seeing panties pulled down!

Don’t know the photo credit, but love seeing panties pulled down!

Cornertime Shot of the Week: 10/01/12

It’s been awhile since I posted any new cornertime shots, so without further adieu, let’s get back to it shall we?

I do like this one a lot, especially the tattoo.  I don’t have any myself, but I do love seeing them on other people.  What about you?

At Long Last…Here I am!

Well hi there fellow Spankos, bet you never thought you would hear from me again did you?  You thought WRONG! :)

I’m here to report that I’m alive and well and obviously I have not been around to give you the update that I successfully redeployed from Afghanistan and I’m currently residing in Fort Hood, Texas.  I had several issues once I got back that needed to be addressed before I could do anything, (including blogging about my favorite subject!) but I’m here to say that I am back and I don’t plan on leaving anytime soon.  If you have been bummed about my absence (I don’t know why you would be!) then I will tell you that I’m not going anywhere and I will still be updating regularly.

I have been spending the last couple months trying to get my life back into order after I’ve returned home and that included moving into a new 2 bedroom apartment and trying to get finances in order.  I still do not have regular internet hooked up, hence why my lack of posting…wasn’t like I didn’t want to, and now things are beginning to return to normal.

Although not all things have been easy for me. Last week I found out that my mother passed away suddenly from a heart attack due to a complication of battling diabetes for the last 26 years. I was very close to her and this has been very shocking to me since I just lost my father five years ago last month. I just went to her funeral yesterday and I’m currently at her house packing things up to put into storage and to see where things are to go. It’s been a very difficult week or so, but I have had a lot of support from family and friends, especially those in the kink community, and for that I thank them and love them dearly.

So what else is new for me then? Well I am also happy to report that I  have been giving and receving some very stinging spankings recently and they look to keep on coming.  I will try to update you on all the recent sore bottoms being dealt out and who knows?  I may even post some pictures! Stay tuned…

I hope you all are doing very well and please continue to enjoy this little blog of mine as I really enjoy writing it for you.  Have a great evening and happy spankings!

Great picture of Audrey Knight. (Courtesy of spanking360.wordpress.com)