Hi my friends, it certainly has been a very long time since I last said hi. Things have been extremely chaotic since last we met. Work and life have taken a huge toll on all my free time for blogging, and honestly it should, right? However, I do promise that I will be back updating this little journal of mine very soon and more regularly.
So where have I been you may ask? I’ve basically been gone this entire summer, and I have to say there have definitely been a lot of changes in my life. I did start weekly therapy sessions to deal with a number of issues, like losing my parents, to trying to become a better husband and a productive worker. I’ve been trying my best lately to be more open and honest with Kim, my wife, but since I lived a double life behind her back for so long, it has not been an easy process for either of us. I am happy to say however, that we are making progress in getting where we need to be in rebuilding the different levels of our marriage. I did hurt a lot of people in the last few months who finally saw the real me, but the most important person that I hurt was definitely Kim. We are going to work this out one day at a time. We are already trying to schedule marriage counseling, we are talking a lot more about our feelings on this lifestyle in general, and we are even having a male disciplinarian come to town next Tuesday in order to settle a lot of what’s been going on lately. Yes, I’m scared to death, especially since I’ll be taking my first punishment spanking with a Tawse, the implement that I fear the most! I think this will be beneficial for the both of us though and will begin a healing process after its all over…in more ways than one!
I have been wrestling over what I’ve been wanting to write for awhile, hence the title name. I do know that I will be moving forward with my life, and with this blog. I’m not giving up this lifestyle that I love and have been living since I became an adult, and honestly I am feeling great that I now have someone to share it all with. I don’t know if Kim will be making an appearance on this blog yet or not, that is up to her, but I do know that we definitely have some interesting adventures ahead of us! Thank you to the people out there who have been enjoying this blog since day one (and thanks for being patient!), and thank you to all those who are just now discovering this blog. Hopefully you will be seeing a lot more posts!
Thanks for stopping in today, for now I’ll leave you all with some delicious pictures to get us all back in the swing of things…pun intended! ;)